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Wednesday, August 25, 2010

I'M MOVING OUT!!!!!

Donations now being accepted.




More info and pics to come =)

Monday, August 16, 2010

There's a whole new life on the other side of a black hole...

I'll start this off by first saying thank you so much to everyone for their unconditional support and love during this time of unexpected change in my life. Words cannot express how thankful I am to have such an amazing support system in my life. My apologies if I was a bear to deal with for any of you. I certainly owe you all one.

I want to reassure everyone that I'm doing quite well. I'm not on the edge of despair or lamenting on what could have been. I think that what Kelly and I decided was the right move for the both of us. In a way, I think this all would have been easier if there was blame to place on either one of us, but this was a mutual, mature decision. That being said, it wasn't an easy one to make. When I said yes when Kelly proposed, I meant it, and to let go of what you thought would be the rest of your life has been a hard, but necessary journey for me. I know that this is just the beginning of the journey and I say with all of my heart that I'm looking forward to it.

I am also very thankful to all of my friends for their amazing, yet hilarious advice that they've been giving me over the past few weeks. My two favorites are, "Jen, you're gorgeous and have an annoying, but infectious personality--you'll be fine," and, "You just need to live out a Lady Gaga song, like 'Bad Romance.'" Without these tremendously effective words I think I'd still be sulking in the mirror.

Now I get to look forward to being the person I want to be and have always told myself I am. I'm stepping outside of my comfort zone daily and I hope that everyone is really happy with the changes I'm making, because I certainly am.

I leave you now with a few pictures from my amazing Friday night I had with some amazing people. For everyone and myself I hope for many more laughs, many more hugs, and much, much love.

 My *fingers crossed* landlord and good friend, Tyla






Tyla, me, Aubrey, and Jen Mac (whose first and middle name are the same as mine and whose birthday is a day after mine =))




Josh, me, and Aubrey (we all work at Wells Fargo together <3)







                                         Valerie and me, Val's my own personal Lady Gaga

Thanks again to everyone for their support and love. You'll never know how much I've appreciated it.

♥ ☮ :)

Special thanks to Mom who made sure I was eating, breathing, and coping. Your little girl is growing up strong because of you. <3